Where Am I?

I'm not dead, I still want to exist
Why can't I find my way back?
How come it's all come to this?

All I did was think a silly wish
Now you've put all my gear into a sack
I'm not dead, I still want to exist

Don't sell my stuff, it will be missed
You know I've always kept to the right track
How come it's all come to this?

Why can't I get out of this mist?
I'm so afraid, it's all gone black
I'm not dead, I still want to exist

I have to give way, I can't resist
But death is there, I will attack
How come it's all come to this?

Time has lingered into the abyss
Trying to creep into the tiniest crack
How come it's all come to this?
I'm not dead, I still want to exist