Where Am I?

Where shall I sit
in this place
I don't know.
Which side of the aisle
Should I be.
Or should I be at the front
conducting the ceremony
like a lecture.
I've done that
often enough
when I knew where I was.
Or maybe I should stand at the back
ready for a quick getaway.
I couldn't do that at my wedding,
but if it's my funeral
I think that's the best place
for me.
But is it?
So difficult to know.