Something Strange

It ended with a Bang!
Things are changing but I don’t know how.
All I feel is confusion and chaos.
Why me, why now?
I’m stumbling and seeking to hold on to something.
Where am I going?

Sit down, eyes gazing towards the horizon.
It’s cloudy, and hazy, nothing seems real.
Suddenly, a hole opened through my left eye.
Something is in there.
Awareness slowly moved into that space.
A being, female, came out of the darkened haze.
Who is she? What is she? What does she want?

Is she my mother, my-self or my other self?
She looks weak and pregnant.
Why is she there, how does she get there?
What am I supposed to do with her?
Paint, draw or just observe her?

My right eye is straining; it’s getting tired.
Close my eyes and sleep…