Falling out

You need to stop blaming me; take some responsibility. Little by little you hurled us both into this black hole.
Some things are in my nature. You always knew that; never hid any of them from you. Sometimes you say you've changed, that we'll start again, that you are sorry and apologize; that you want to make me feel better. Yet you call me toxic, ruthless, unpredictable. 
Please, don't hurt me any more. Can't take it much longer.

If I didn't care, I would have given up on you long ago. 
Love,
From your Gaia