This thing I won’t tell you

Because it’s been too long since it happened
Because it’s almost irrelevant
(And yet it is not)

Because I lied to you and denied it
And because you believed that my lie was the truth

Because you’re the only one that’s really here
Because I don’t know what else I’d do

I’d live with this guilt forever
As long as you’re oblivious, that I’ve hurt you